Music and Videos

I feel better when I don't watch videos or listen to music. I'm very far away from creating either and so taking in these things makes me feel and think kind of bad. It can be aggravating when you think "I can't even come close to creating a very small part of these movies and songs, these works of art, that I appreciate so very very much."

It can be hard to go through your day without being exposed to either.

I am going to learn how to play the piano next, even before any kind of trips. Before languages.
This is how much I value music. Specifically:
I love music and other things, media, that feels modern
I love it. Older stuff is good too, but it lacks modernity that I like so much.

Writing and Pictures

I actually was able to do produce these things in my life, unlike the other stuff.